Ever since,

Ever since, nothing has been the same.
Ever since, I've always felt numb.
Ever since, i havent been able to catch my breath.
Ever since, i haven't been trusting.
Ever since, ive been smoking a lot.
Ever since, i go out with my friends almost every night.
Ever since, i drink like there's no tomorrow because,
Ever since you left me, i feel there is none.
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Ever since, i talk to everyone.
Ever since, im the center of attention.
Ever since, I've been living my life fearlessly.
Ever since, i work twice as hard on my school work.
Ever since, I've made it my goal to do something with my life.
Ever since, my heart has been screaming at me to climb the tallest mountain.
Ever since, i read about practically everything.
Ever since, i try harder.
Ever since, i give everything my all.
Ever since, i strive for something better.
Ever since, i try to mend my wounds and soldier on.
Ever since, i hesitate to open up.
Ever since, i trust a select few.
Ever since, i march like there is a tomorrow because,
For a while, it felt like there wasn't.